Distance
These transitions are too surreal and all the circumstances are working against my favor. Being with you all in Cali is joy, but time is so scarce. All too soon, I’m forced to return home(?). We’re all on such different paths and without a doubt I know we all got that will of fire to pursue our endeavors relentlessly. So, have we come to the crossroads? Or do those roads intertwine? The previous four years of my life have been spent strengthening these bonds. It’s been my unending pleasure to see these relationships grow, to better understand and know you guys. I truly care for you guys in my heart, wholeheartedly and you will always have a friend in me in every aspect of the word. I can proudly say I only have less than a handful of friends because this meaningful word is thrown around much too loosely. It’s important to network, but real connections that lead you to know you have a friend are worth putting in effort for. The next four years of my life are facing adversity and uncertainty. Is a piece of the foundation that I have built my life upon crumbling? One can only question how strong these ties are. Im a realist, and I can see myself losing touch with many people. Not by choice, but because we have to do what is necessary for our own lives especially in this Western society where a sense of community is lacking. But hell, not without a fight. I will do everything in my power to see that I can keep my grasp on these friendships. I fear that one day all I will have are memories, because life doesn’t wait for you. However, I’d love to see myself proven wrong and I know the latter is very likely as well. Our journey here in this life is tremendously challenging and it will always fluctuate. I know I can easily adapt, and I’m not saying I’m miserable here in Sin City. I have a strong family to lean on, I’m just saying I miss you all. Perspective is so eye opening, hell at one point I could ride my damn bike to jays and so easily kickit with you guys. My parents grew up struggling day to day so they refuse to let me get comfortable. I am constantly being pushed to go further and further. Meaning, it will only become harder and harder to see you all. I have all of you to thank for helping me become who I am today, surely you know that each and every one of you have slightly molded me in some way, haha for better or worse! Let me tell you, these past years have been fucking GOLDEN. So just dont forget the memories. Cause when all else is gone, what else have we got? bruddas fsho (ladies too tho, famiry fsho)
